Wtf

Men will never understand the intensity of the munchies, baked out of you mind, and also on your period

A cold night, a gust of wind blows,

A chill so deep, bone cold.

A lonely chill that aches the soul,

A reminder of what it’s like to be alone.

A long drag from the cigarette,

Choke.

Smoke drifts up to dance with the wind,

A lonely, intricate waltz we all know.

sometimes i find myself searching
for the truth, unknown.
i question why? what am i looking for?
there’s nothing for me to find. 
every stone has been upturned, every leaf moved aside
when will i ever find the truth?
searching for something inside.

I saw something in your eyes,
A glimmer from the past.
That smug look, the smirk you wear,
Is one from the past I can never forget.

Remember the nights of laughter,
The stars shone bright.
Twinkling, winking, as if they already knew,
The answers to our What-Ifs and When-Is,
Almost mocking, til they faded with the sun.

The wind blows,
Carrying secrets whispered,
Confessions barely audible.

And I am caught in a whirlwind of truth.

accidentally.

she was young, not a care in the world

barely an adult, with her dreams ahead of her

free to make her own choices, her own boss to this game

finally able to wild out, a beast untamed

her lips rosy red, a glimmer in her eyes

the sweet sound of her voice, it got me hypnotized

that coy smile, like a glimpse of heaven,

the more she talked, the deeper i fell in.

laying side by side, trying to decipher life’s wonders

exploring each other’s minds, the more i wanted her.

beautiful in every way a woman could be,

not just a dolled up face, but more so mentally.

riding the same wave-length, i fell accidentally. 

in love.

maneater.

Maneater, heart stealer,
Throw it on the floor.
Once you’re done, she’ll be gone,
Another word no more.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,

Prepare to say goodbye.

Her coyish grin, rose-red lips,

That glimmer in her eyes.

and in the silence, i still hear your voice.
whispers of sweet nothings, promises of our future.
and in an instant, reality crashes and i realize,
i am alone.